how things we do connect themselves

So it's another day at work and I wonder how my work adds to my fiction or if I can work on my fiction while at work or if work gives me a little more inspiration for my fiction or if my work consumes too much of my time that I feel I have to struggle to carve an hour or half an hour for my fiction... and to say "my fiction"... It sounds like it's all me and all me and my computer at my desk while the people outside are working about getting better in their jobs and learning more to function more efficiently in society all the while I'm at my table contemplating the relationship between my work and my fiction to the extent that work feels a little fictitious.