a lucky ducky

深信幸運是在我手裡 今天我能高飛 只想你也替我開心 感覺樣樣都得意
一樣是舊日的我 今天笑意甜絲絲 聲音裡也帶一點光彩 感覺是特別的美...

It was a rainy Christmas but now we have a white New Year's Eve. I slept at 3am this morning and I thought I was very tired but my mind started talking to me so I had to talk to him. He told me what a productive week I've had. He tried to highlight to me all the things I've done on each day of the past week but he wasn't very good at telling me what I did exactly but the conclusion we drew was I had a productive week.

So last night was spent mostly with me and myself, and it's happened so much in the past year, this kind of set-up, me and myself. It sounds so bad to say I'm lonely and I don't think I am. I can be alone and not be lonely. Are you ok? They say to me. Who's they? Who's they?

Sometimes I write things in here that me cringe.

Today I will sit down and think about the year I've had and write a great long entry about it. I think it was a good one. It's very beautiful outside today.

They played my song on the radio yesterday, my song, as the final song of the year and I thought: what coincidence... how appropriate... how wonderful

曾嘗遍失意時 卻找到快樂匙 那裡會知 就是自己 原來是個幸運兒
誰人亦有得意時 這刻最特殊 滿有信心 默默地說 幸運是個小諷刺
雖說幸運是個諷刺 它使我能高飛 它可帶予我一絲驚喜 可以實現我心志
夢變真 夢變真 求可以